ambivalence, thinking out loud, whatever dude

Yeah, I have not slept one bit, I just finished doing the video that is required for me to do. Yesterday, I knew my status in my hospital hiring thingamajig, and I am so relieved that it will not bother my NCLEX exam schedule, hopefully.

I was thinking while making the video, am I really a nurse in relation to my hobbies, talents, blah blahs... Yes, I am a registered nurse, proves it right that I am a safe one, plus none of my grades in the board exam was lower than 75... hahaha... Well what really is the essence of being a nurse? Is it the board certificate? the PRC license? you having work in a hospital? you having finished your training? you having completed IV training? you having the USRN title? you being able to do the nurse stuff that you need to do?

Sucks to be me... :D Am I just in the state of oblivion, wherein my brain cease to function due to the fact that I have not slept and my dear brother takes so long to use the comfort room to prepare in going to school?

Shitty ideas do come out when I lack sleep.