Me and heshy

Mukha daw akong palaka sabi ng kapatid ko. Palakang walang mata. Kahit na. May hesh naman ako wahahahaha

Last Post... for I dunno till when

I fixed the banner and background to let me feel that I need to concentrate on things from now on. My tarot fortune is quite suggestive, The Hanged Man. The Hanged Man is the card of sacrifice. A man is suspended from a rose briar, unable to free himself, yet he doesn't try to struggle. The thorns hold him but they don't draw blood.His hair and sash are flowing in the wind and his eyes are closed in meditation. The hanged man is not a victim of anything and ask no-one to save him; he has chosen to sacrifice himself in order to gain more insight about his place in the world through meditation. Upside down, he can see things as they really are; sometimes it takes such a radical act to get things into perspective.

No one is asking me to make this sacrifice, and I will take responsibility for my decision.

Self-centered na post :D

Sabi ko nga hindi na dapat ako dumaan sa blog ni "kuya" MJ.

Mga Panuto:
1. Each blogger starts with 10 random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers who are tagged need to blog about their own 10 random facts/habits.
3. At the end of your blog, tag 10 people and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment and tell them that they've been tagged and to read your blog.

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1. Nagkataon, dumaan ako sa blog ni "Kuya" MJ bago ako maglog out, kaya ayun, nadali ako. Adik kasi ako sa internet.

2. Nakaenrol ako ngayon sa Kaplan-QC pero bilang pa lang ang araw ng pagpasok doon. Wala rin akong kasama kaya nakakatamad.

3. Pinapangalanan ko lahat ng gamit ko, particularly mga gadgets ko. Lahat ng mga pangalan may kaugnayan sa akin. Ako lang nakakaalam nun.

• Laptop - Mari Yosano
• P1i - ÜmagsyÜ
• w550i - ogawachan
• ipod - nakamura_michiyou
• tartot cards - tarotym
• egg speakers - eggym
• stethoscope - tetym
• external hard disk - iomega-prion
  

4. Marami akong mga raket mula nung college pa ako... at syempre may bayad ^_^ nag buburn ako ng mga mp3 sa cd, naglalagay ako ng songs sa mp3 player, nagiinstall ako ng applications sa phone, nagtitinda ako ng load, internet card (lahat), nageedit ako ng video, gumagawa ako ng mga ringtones, nagbuburn ako ng mga series na nadl ko sa dvd, nagtinda ako ng anime, medical series, koreanovelas at iba pa, nagbenta din ako ng mga cd ng reviewers ^_^ shet andami ko palang binenta Bumili ako ng tarot cards at kasalukuyang nanghuhula ako ng kapalaran, echos. hehehe daily fortune telling nga tapos mga kasagutan sa mga katanungan... may bayad cyempre

5. Katatapos ko lang ng training ko sa St. Lukes at inaantay ko na tawagan nila ako. hahahaha wala pa kasing nagreresign eh...

6. Feeling ko sa past life ko, drayber ako. Makita ko lang minsan yung daanan, alam ko na paano pumunta dun, malayo man o malapit.

7. Mahilig akong mag blog, pansin mo ba? everyday may post dapat ako... mapavideo man yan o blog entry o song, meron dapat ako araw araw. kahit walang kwenta... basta meron, wala lang feel ko lang... matagal ko kasing napabayaan ang pagbloblog :D inasikaso ko ang pagaaral ko... ngayon asikasuhin ang pagbloblog at pabayaan ang pagaaral

8. Narcoleptic ako, masandal tulog. Nakakatulog ako kung saan saan, sa jeep, sa bus, sa upuan, kahit anong pwesto, nakakatulog ako. Ilang beses na ako lumagpas sa Sikatuna at nagising sa Anonas kaya doble doble bayad ko. Nung recollection sa Trinity, kelangan yumuko para magreflect habang nagsesermon ang pari, nakatulog ako mga 30 minutes nun, nagising na lang ako ng may mga humahagulgol sa kapaligiran, ako naman, anong nangyari. Nasabihan tuloy ako ng walang kwenta ng katabi ko nung tinanong ko kung ano yung sermon

9. Tumitira ako ng advil mga average 3 isang linggo, madalas kasi akong minamigraine kaya kailangan ng NSAIDs para mapigilan ang paglala nito :D Banig banig ako bumibili ng advil. :D

10. Mahilig ako sa mga bagay bagay na maka-Hapon. Feeling ko nga Hapon ako nung past life ko. Oo drayber na Hapon. Anime, JPOP, PV, Jadramas, at kung ano ano pang anik anik. Kulang na lang pumunta ako at doon tumira. :D hahaha

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1. Amar

2. Maj

3. Ava

4. Eileen

5. Ghiane

6. Jenjereren

7. Paola

8. Charles

9. Levin

10. Katey

i can't understand myself

One time, I feel very energetic in reviewing, another time I would just procrastinate all day, waiting for me to be affected by my conscience to get back to my momentum again....

Is it my hormones, the thingamajigies which control my menses but fails to do their work for around 10 months already?

Is it my neurotransmitters, the thingamajigies which fluctuates and controls your mood?

Or is it just me, having no urge to study because I don't have a schedule yet?

Thing is, I am not pressured at all to think there are a lot of things to study and to do...

Yeah, I started using neologisms lately...

Am I schizophrenic in a sense?

Enough of the rants, let's review.

Flat chested ka ba?

Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, a social retard, or ugly as a putrid bum, there is at least one person in your multiply network that has a crush on, wants to date you, wants to sleep with you or simply just wants to kiss you. So... let's play "No Guts, No Glory!"

The rules are simple.

1. If you want to date the person who posted this, send a Personal Message, not a reply to this post, saying "Coffee?"
2. If you have a crush on the person who posted this, send a Personal Message saying"You're hot!"
   
3. If you just want to sleep with them & stay friends, send them a message that says "Nice shoes!"
4. If you simply just want to kiss the person who posted this, send a Personal Message saying, "I do!"

SCARED?

The only rule is that, you must not make anyone who sends you a personal message feel stupid for feeling that way about you. Acknowledge. Say thank you. Move on.

IF YOU'VE READ THIS, YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies.

SO... re-post this as "No Guts, No Glory", as it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship, or single.

You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery! lets see who answers back! ahahaha

parang mapapahiya ako dito

ym chat.... ng babaeng inlove at lalakeng hindi

trisha: tiisan pala jeremy

jeremy: nope i was just busy

trisha: u didn't go OL for 2 days

jeremy: iba na kse schedule ko eh, i was just busy

trisha: i see

trisha: can we talk

jeremy: sure, i'll call you later sa fon mo

trisha: no, like now, like now... now...

jeremy: tatawag ka?

trisha: no, sa ym, i'm goin out later. i'm leaving my fon at home

jeremy: can we talk later, im distracted pa kse eh

trisha: okay

(after 2 hours)

jeremy: still there?

trisha: yeah

trisha: so can we talk now?

jeremy: yeah sure

trisha: badtrip ako sayo eh

jeremy: ako den eh

trisha: why?

jeremy: u had an outburst kse

trisha: u know why?

jeremy: no

trisha: so bat ka nagalit?

jeremy: well u had an outburst, i just want u 2 finish whatever ur doin den we can talk

trisha: yeah but ikaw ung priority ko eh

jeremy: i just want u to go out and have fun, i know ur havin winter blues

trisha: but i wanted 2 talk 2 u, im happy when we talk

jeremy: i think it would be better if you go out and have fun

trisha: but i'm happy with you, i think i love you

jeremy: i dont know trish

trish: what do you mean by that?

jeremy: i'm not sure if i'm feeling the same way, for you

trisha: okay........

trisha: i have to go, i'll talk to you sometime

jeremy: trish, i'm sorry

trisha: no, don't be

(trisha log's out)
(after 2 days)

jeremy: BUZZ!

jeremy: BUZZ! trish are you there?

jeremy: i've been trying to call your phone, all i get is voice mail, are doing okay? anyway i'm just leaving you an offline then. buzz me when your not busy.

(after a week)

jeremy: i guess your'e busy, buzz me sometime okay?

(after a month)

trisha's accounts has been cancelled. reason: she died from overdose, left a note on her laptop: i still love you........

Starting tomorrow:kelangang magsakripisyo

Blogging and net surfing starts at 12 midnight until 1 pm... kelangan ng magconcentrate... mamaya na ang mañana habit... walang mangyayari sa akin kung panay pagliliwaliw lang ginagawa ko... hai hai

tagtipid... kung gusto ko makuha ung hesh

may the force be with me ^_^ charing

Ano yun, star wars? hahaha wala lang... wala akong maisit na title para sa aking blog entry... antamad ko promise... sa ngayon, feeling ko hindi pa ako umuusad sa mga ginagawa ko, although natapos ko na ang ilang chapters sa mga libro at nagcoconcentrate naman ako paminsan sa mga pinagaaralan ko, feeling ko wala pa din... procrastination talaga ata ang priority... hehehe... ika nga ni Maslow, physiologic needs muna ang unahin, yes inaapply ko ang mga test taking skills na sinasabi ni Kaplan... :D Kaya nga siguro laging nauuna ang food, shelter at clothing kesa education pag binabanggit sa examples although magkakalevel lang sila... :D

gumagawa na naman ako ng dahilan para hindi ako magreview... wala pa kasi akong driving force para magaral... amf naman kasi... bat pa ako nag Kaplan, eh ang tamad ko?

Pero anyway, gumawa na ako ng schedule kahapon kung anong gagawin ko sa maghapon starting tomorrow, sana naman matupad ko kung hindi sayang ang planner na pinagsulatan ko ng schedule... hahahaha

July 7, 2008 - Daily Fortune Telling ~ The devil

Ginawa ko ang fortune telling for one month sa sarili ko... :D hahaha

Kung may gustong magpafortune telling, willing akong gawin... pero may bayad... hahaha.... :D kelangan natin magusap via phone or ym or so para magawa iyon... ayun lamang po

Kinakarir ko rin ang pag tatarot cards incase hindi ako maging successful sa nursing career ko... hahahaha amf :D

Kidding aside, I really do tarot card readings.... seryosong usapan ito...

contact me for details... :D pasaload lang na pang unlitxt ng isang araw pwede na.... hahahaha ang cheap :D

ym id: yukino_miyazawa000

yey ü im blogging using my phone

well well well. ü globe's internet connection is good. im using the 5 pesos per 15 minutes rate. ü i have finished 2 chapters in my review. hopefully id finish more. ü .

hai

magaaral na ako promise :D

Emotional Test. Don't Cheat!!

Copy, Paste, Don’t look at
the bottom
before you do the thing or it won’t
work!
This is scary but pretty accurate.
1. Which color is better red,
black,green,blue or yellow?
+ blue
2. What’s your middle initial?
+ A
3. What month is your birthday?
+ may
4. Which color do you like more, black
or white?
+ black
5. Name one of your friends.
+ hes
6. Your favorite number?
+ 26
7. Do you like flying or driving more?
+ flying
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
more?
- ocean
9. Think of a wish, but don’t write it
.
.
.
–Answers–
1. If you chose:
Red: You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black: You are conservative and
aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love and give good advice to those who
are down.
Yellow - you are a very happy person..
2. If you’re initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and
friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum & your love life is soon to
blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally
April-June: You will have a strong
love relationship that will last
forever.
July-Sept: You will have a great year
and will experience a major life-
changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,
and eventually you will find your soul
mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a
different direction, it will seem hard
at times but will be the best thing
for you, and you will be glad for the
change.
White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.
5. This person is your best friend:
6. If it is:
1-50 you are a very lovable person and
you have a great life
*more than 50 is nothing
7. If you chose:
Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends,
your lover, and yourself. You are very
reserved and not emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like
to please people sometimes.
9. This wish will come true only if
you repost this with the title:
Emotional Test. Don't Cheat!!

walang kwentang post wag basahin : making the second video

haist talaga naman :D haha

ambivalence, thinking out loud, whatever dude

Yeah, I have not slept one bit, I just finished doing the video that is required for me to do. Yesterday, I knew my status in my hospital hiring thingamajig, and I am so relieved that it will not bother my NCLEX exam schedule, hopefully.

I was thinking while making the video, am I really a nurse in relation to my hobbies, talents, blah blahs... Yes, I am a registered nurse, proves it right that I am a safe one, plus none of my grades in the board exam was lower than 75... hahaha... Well what really is the essence of being a nurse? Is it the board certificate? the PRC license? you having work in a hospital? you having finished your training? you having completed IV training? you having the USRN title? you being able to do the nurse stuff that you need to do?

Sucks to be me... :D Am I just in the state of oblivion, wherein my brain cease to function due to the fact that I have not slept and my dear brother takes so long to use the comfort room to prepare in going to school?

Shitty ideas do come out when I lack sleep.

rants :D

Desktop wallpaper... ang gulo :D
sabi kasi ni ma'am meg mahalay daw wallpaper ko kaya pinalitan ko... hahahahaha

Nageedit na naman ako ng video... sasabihin ko na lang para kanino pag pwede ng ipagkalat. hahahahahahaha classified information pa siya ngayon...

try niyo to astig :D

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

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nu magandang farewell song?

mga tipong boss mo, aalis na... emotional kumbaga... :D suggest naman thanks :D

migraine: tried to get over advil but failed to do so

I had auras of impending migraine, I thought, why not sleep to get this over with than to take another nsaid to relieve the hell that will happen? Well, I placed some essential embrocation, Chinese thing (similar to the white flower) in my temporal are, then some vicks on my nostrils. I slept, then around 3 am, I woke up as if my head is going to break, I was super nauseated, I feel the pulsation in my head. I went to my medicine box and looked for the ibuprufen, I only have 2 left in my stock. I looked for biscuit to have at least some food before I take it because I felt that if I take it just that, I'll have an ulcer soon. After eating, I took the advil and closed the laptop, the light increases the pulsation, photophobia. I went back to sleep and woke up, feeling relieved though there is still a slight pulsation, but not that much compared to when I woke up this 3 am.

history:
My migraine started when I was in kinder 2, I was about 6 years old back then. I can still remember how it felt. I was in bed in the afternoon, then when I woke up, it felt like i was being burned, like thousands of candles lighted around me, plus the throbbing sensation in my head, I cried and cried but no relief, when mama knew about this, she gave me paracetamol because I also felt feverish that time, she also gave me the thingies, the quack doctor suggested it, I was a bit entertained. My migraine stopped after a few hours. Thanks to the paracetamol.

Ever since I was a clinic regular due to migraine, yeah the school nurse knew me so well. I don't sleep when I'm in the clinic because I know that sleeping can aggrevate my so-called headache. I can only relax when they give me paracetamol.

High school came, still had attacks, paracetamol is NOT working anymore, I had to find some kind of pain reliever and there were commercials of Dolfenal or so. I asked mama to buy it for me, she did.

College, I had no nsaid stock. There were some OTCs lying around, they were given by my relatives in the US, they have protective caps on it, then I saw this advil medicine container, it stated that it was for migraine. I took the advil container. Yeah I consumed all of it after my 2nd year college. Since then, I started purchasing my med, in packs of 10. its for at least a week or so.

Yeah, I sought consult about this and was prescribed avamigran something. It's not that cheap. I'll just use nsaids in the mean time if it still works for me.

here are some migraine faqs if you are interested
http://www.neurologychannel.com/migraine/index.shtml

Important Facts

• Migraines are recurrent headaches that can be disabling
• Migraine headaches also may cause nausea and sensitivity to light and sounds
• Menstrual migraines are related to hormonal changes prior to menstruation
• Migraine triggers include alcohol, caffeine, environment, medicines, and lack of sleep
• Migraine headaches may occur in response to chemical changes in the body
• Naturopathic physicians and holistic medical doctors can treat migraines
• Migraine headaches often are triggered by foods in the diet
• Nutrition supplements, chiropractic adjustments, and acupuncture may be helpful

Overview

A migraine headache is a throbbing or pulsating headache that is often one sided (unilateral) and associated with nausea; vomiting; sensitivity to light, sound, and smells; sleep disruption; and depression.

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Kimi Ga Kureta Mono - Home Made Kazoku

I just felt like posting it... felt melancholic all of a sudden hmm Doregurai tatsu darou ka? kono machi niima mo kasuka ni nokoru ano hi no kaoriboku no hidari tonari ni wa itsumo kimi ga iteGYU-tto nigitteta ne migitefurimukeba ima mo soko ni... nantehitogomi ni kimi no omokage sagashiteano hi no futari wo futo omoidashiteruTatoe tooku tooku hanareteitemokimi ga boku no namae wo yobu koe gaima mo kikoeru toki ga tatte moboku no kokoro ni kimi wa irume wo tojireba sugu ukabu yoano hi no waraigoe ya kimi no egao gaboku wo hagemashi mitashitekuretademo tonari ni kimi wa inaiAitakute aitakutedoushiyou mo nai hodo suki datta kimi gaomoide ni kawatte yukuima nara ieru kimi e no kotoba afuredasuarigatou "kimi ga kureta mono"Dareka ga kimi to onaji kousui wotsuketeta n'da nanka natsukashii yoima mo nao ukabu ano samazama naomoide ya kotoba-tachi gatokidoki arawarete wa hagemashi chikara wo kureru"kimi ga kureta mono" sore waboku to tomoni iki tsuzukeruIma wa tooku tooku hanareteitemokimi to sugoshita ano koro no kioku gaboku wo tsuyoku suru sugisatte moitsumo kokoro no soba ni arukizutsuitari aishiattarikurikaeshi futari de hagukunda kizuna gataisetsu na koto oshiete kuretademo tonari ni kimi wa inaiAitakute aitakutedoushiyou mo nai hodo suki datta kimi gaomoide ni kawatte yukuima nara ieru kimi e no kotoba afuredasuarigatou "kimi ga kureta mono"Kokoro kawari wo ima sara semete mo hajimaranai kedodekiru nara mou ichido aitaisoshite kono omoi tsutaetaikimi ga itakara ima no boku ga iru yoYou meant a lot to me C'monOh toki wo koete...Aitakute aitakutedoushiyou mo nai hodo suki datta kimi gaomoide ni kawatte yukuitsuka mata koi ni ochitaraano koro no boku yori zutto sunao ni naresou na kigasuru yokokoro no oku no boku no subete ga afuredasuarigatou ima no boku nara ieru yokono omoi sore ga... "kimi ga kureta mono"English Translation:I'll never forget being with you at the end of summerWith our dreams of the future and big hopesI believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet againSuch great memories... We met in a sudden instant at the intersection on the way homeAnd you called out to me, and said "Let's go home together"I was so bashful that I hid my face with my bagBut I was so very, very happy Ah, the fireworks burst in the night sky so nicely, it kinda hurtsAh, the wind flows by with the time We had so many happy, fun adventuresTogether in our secret base I'll never forget being with you at the end of summerWith our dreams of the future and big hopesI believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet againI knew that, until the end, you were shouting"Thank you" from the bottom of your heartFarewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hardSuch grand memories... Ah, summer break will end soonAh, I hope the sun and moon make friends We had so many sad, lonely argumentsTogether in our secret base I knew that, until the end, you were shouting"Thank you" from the bottom of your heartFarewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hardSuch great memories... Nothing can be done about your sudden transferI'll write, and callSo don't forget meForever, in our secret base With you at the end of summer, we talked on and onAfter the setting sun, we gazed at the starsI'll never forget the tear that flowed down your cheeksI won't forgetThe way you waved to me until the very endSo let's stay this way in our dreams, forever... I'll never forget being with you at the end of summerWith our dreams of the future and big hopesI believe that ten years later in August, we'll meet againI knew that, until the end, you were shouting"Thank you" from the bottom of your heartFarewell while smiling and holding back tears is so hardSuch grand memories...Such grand memories...Got the translation here : http://maikofevah.multiply.com/journal/item/10

hainaku na naman

Grabe naman, hindi ba matatapos ang pagiging alila ko sa san lukas? Bigla ba naman tinext si Manu, ang aming butihing batch president sa NSET. Tumawag si Manu, sinabi sa akin, "Mags mags, punta daw tayo ng St. Lukes within this week, eh d todo ngarag na ako to the highest level akala ko employment na... nachurva na naman, pota may pinapagawa... pinapatawag kami para magbigay ng serbisyo sa ospital...well well well ano pa nga magagawa namin kung hindi sumunod, hindi pa kami tinatawagan eh... haller... nafifeel ko tuloy na ginagamit lang kami ampangit ng term, GAMITAN... may gagawin daw para kay ma'am Rogado... ewan...

pinagiisipan ko nga kung pupunta ako o inde... hmmm